So this is my second journal entry. I'm not really a talkative person but lately I feel like writing a lot. Maybe that's beacause I have so much goin' on with me right now. First of all there is school, most of you probably don't know that i'm a senior in high school (I don't know if I'm saying it right). There are so many things I have to learn to pass my final exams and to get to the right college but I just simply cannot concentrate on anything. Do you sometimes get the feeling of hopelessness? Now I could just sit on the couch and think about irrelevant things. I don't know why I feel this way. I'm not doing anything that matters and I'm sure that this attitude won't help me in getting to my dream college. Do you have any advise for me?
And of course there this guy... Why does it always have to be about guys? I don'y know if it's just in Poland but here men are so... I don't know how to put it really. Well the thing is that they expect women will ask them out and make the first step. IT'S CRAZY!! Don't you think so? God, I really need a knight in shining armour.